4 months plus minus. and after everything we went through (nothing much actually). yeah you deserve an entry. initially i wanted it to be a bitchy nasty entry. but then again, i cant bring myself to. alright. now i look like an idiot. in front of all my friends, i'm most probably the biggest loser now. yeah and jarrod's bitchiest mouth will yak even more now. tsk.

gaming = DO NOT DISTURB. yes true. but it doesnt mean gaming = I DONT CARE ABOUT YOU ANY MORE BYE. what have you done to make me be nice? what have you done to make me WANT to give it my all? and if you think you're SO BADLY treated, me leh? no i'm not comparing who's being more badly treated. i'm just.. stating facts. and you say you feel nothing breaking up because i gave you nothing. my reply. the usual reply. everybody say it with me! THEN WHAT HAVE YOU DONE? seriously, walk on you selfish bastard.

okay this is not suppose to be a bitchy post. but a little teen angst is allowed lah huh? alright let's move on. next. your sacarsm. those very obvious sacarsms. cry? i dont believe until i see it with my eyes. oh wait. i cant see you.

you really like me? really really? please. if the world hears my story, they wont believe you.

and you say you'll definitely prove me wrong by appearing in front of me one fine day making me regret. IS IT. i'll definitely wait for that FINE DAY. if you didnt wanna meet me, what makes you think that fine day will come. dream on girlfriend. move on. walk on. bye.

and remember. you brought it up. so i wont regret. but i'll feel most down for just a few days. after that, someone will just go and fill up your empty space. and another heart will be busted. and the process repeats itself. a piece of advice? use your face. be it an ugly one or a pretty one.

farewell.


you're nothing but a soft whisper in my ear. LITERALLY.